Grief

When you are very sad, I know you do not want to talk about the Bible or hear that "you need Jesus" but I am very serious about this because I love you. The best way I know to ease the pains of grief is to focus 100% on God and His word. Not to remove them but to ease them, because with pain there is learning, growth and renewal. 

When you are going through struggles and your life is challenging at times, it is so important for you to give yourself time to grieve. In order to do that safely let God romance your heart and keep your heartbeat beating steadily onward. Remember this verse:

(Isaiah 40:28-31)  
Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding.  

He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.  

Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.